Evil Mistress
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Fuck the world Love
Someone told me that the Devil could also be sweet. But that doesnt mean hes a angel inside. And you know what? Its really True.
Around 220 days ago I met this person whom i thought was the angel sent from heaven for me. I fell into his majic in weeks spellbounded to the love he claimed for me. I was enchanted. Spelled. And in our majic carpet of 'love' we flew all around the world showing everyone that we were the perfect, cutest couple that existed. But hell no it changed within a few months. His new lover became anger and I didnt have a fucking clue what was going wrong in the perfect bonding between us. The days and months passed with quarrels crying ending up in hospital, me being labelled as a suicidal maniac end up hurting myself in many ways. I kept repeatedly told by people that he was using me but I just couldn't bring myself to believe them. I was too much in love. Lost in him. Until the clear cut proof was layed before my eyes.
He was not only using me but using others as well. And the angel whom i loved is still fooling everyone with his devils sweet talks though I stand here Lost to this world.. Day after day cryng.. Hurting.. No eating.. No sleeping.. Just LOST to this goddamn earth.
I really love him a lot but fuck the word LOVE. I've been taught this lesson the hardway.
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Around 220 days ago I met this person whom i thought was the angel sent from heaven for me. I fell into his majic in weeks spellbounded to the love he claimed for me. I was enchanted. Spelled. And in our majic carpet of 'love' we flew all around the world showing everyone that we were the perfect, cutest couple that existed. But hell no it changed within a few months. His new lover became anger and I didnt have a fucking clue what was going wrong in the perfect bonding between us. The days and months passed with quarrels crying ending up in hospital, me being labelled as a suicidal maniac end up hurting myself in many ways. I kept repeatedly told by people that he was using me but I just couldn't bring myself to believe them. I was too much in love. Lost in him. Until the clear cut proof was layed before my eyes.
He was not only using me but using others as well. And the angel whom i loved is still fooling everyone with his devils sweet talks though I stand here Lost to this world.. Day after day cryng.. Hurting.. No eating.. No sleeping.. Just LOST to this goddamn earth.
I really love him a lot but fuck the word LOVE. I've been taught this lesson the hardway.
Photo: .fuck love. by =Amy-Sun on DeviantArt
posted by Evil Mistress at 10:06 PM
29 Comments:
Take things as they are and not what they might be. And don't get ahead of yourself...you have a lot of living left to do.but don't actually say you love them till you are mature enough to accept everything that comes with it.
anyways hope its a gr8 lesson to u..n dun loose hope..n dun kill ur self for the one who made u hurt..
its a weak point of u..its a proud point to him..anyways dat why i have the question
Is it wrong to fall in love at a young age? PART
http://xefrox.blogspot.com/2007/07/is-it-wrong-to-fall-in-love-at-young.html
anyways cheeer up gal..takecare..
thanks a lot xefrox :) i would surely go through your post.
hey evilmistress.. yupx for somepeople shit happens dho.. as xefrox said .. "but don't actually say you love them till you are mature enough to accept everything that comes with it." i too believe its true.. and as he said "its a weak point of u..its a proud point to him..anyways dat why i have the question
Is it wrong to fall in love at a young age?" damn all true.. is it?? is it a sin to fall in love at young age?? a wrong this to do.. anyways kewl post ;)
awww.. *hugz*
everythings gonna be alright ey eevy ^.^
Congratulations. You're fucked.
i've also gone through that... and i know how it feels like...
but i know sumhow i'll get over it soon... n hope u will too.. =)
been there! so i totally understand how it feels to be played! cant bring myself to trust any girl ever since..sigh*** :/ its not just guys that do that uknw...
just hold on in there ingey...it takes time to heal..atleast enough for you to be normal again. but the truth is, it never heals completely. Its been 2 years and still, everyday, there's a memory about her..constantly reminding me about everything...
remember! ur friends are the ones you need to turn to..atleast they're the ones that helped me to get over her! hope you get through this.. *hug*... :)
I feel bad for u.
But that's love u know... it's all pain. Why not stay away from all for a lil while?
Concentrate on ur career or studies for now.
n Good luck!
*correction: stay away from love ;)
sad that you learned all that the hard way....and hope that you have learned your lesson and that it would help you in the future..dont trust everything you hear,think with your head not your heart...cox most of the time love makes you blind...
are u my evil twin or summin :/
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lucifersangel = yeah dho..i agree with you too buddy. Thanks a lot :)
shweeeet = *hugz bak* thanks dear ^.^
frostmourne = Tanku! :D hehe that was funny though!
forgiven = thanks dear lets hope for the best shall ve?
shan = aww..i feel sad for u too shan.. i totally know the feeling there...yeah it wudnt heal i know...the thing is i dont have many friends with me..for example i dont have any friends at all with me..just the few ones i got online :(
nass = yeah but i dont feel like studying or working anymore. Thanks anyhow
nekasrof = yeah trust is a word which got no meaning to me now..and thats totally true...love does makes us blind..
darkangel = why do u say that?
Hope you get over it soon. Dunno anything else to say...
im not sure what to say
coz it won't take back all the hard days you've gone through
and i can't obviously imagine how you feel
i can't tell you to look at the bright side of the world, coz its easy to say but really difficult to do
i just hope that you will be okay
and you will find someone who wud love you for who you are
=)
awww... sweetie... ur just having a terrible time these days, but it always turns arnd. maybe u guys arent meant for each other dho? maybe like nass said, u shud b away from the 'love game' and more on career/studies for a while.. so u cud start from a fresh beginning :) hope u feel better soon!
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spark of silence = thanks
.mini = yeah thats true so true.. and thanks a lot dear that means a lot
finifenmaa = yeah :( but damnn it hurts so much!
yeah fuck it
cant trust anyone
hey.. dear.. i hav even gone thru the same shit u hav gone thru.. it takes time.. but noww.. im wit a great guy n soo soo happii.. u never kno wen its gona cum.. dont giv up.. cox im happii tht i pulled thru everytin.. kinda understand y i suffered then.. othwise i wont c today..
gudluck.. n try ur best to pull urself thru thiss.. ul b glad u did it latr
fuck love. all guys are bastards. better not expect anything from anybody.
hope u recover soon.
tc
umm.. hang in there.. tc.. hope everythn turns out for the best, soon..
yap... it soo suxs
TCx
sour grape?
sorry to hear about what you have gone though spmetimes in life we A/all have to go though theses hard lessons im going though it right now with a women called mistress evil and looks right now like shes stolen my heart mind and soul and walked away and thats after cheageing my life taloring it to be with her for the rest of outr lifes sometimes funny how things work out isnt it your story in reverse such is lifeit so sucks !!
Shit happens in life and it goes makin way for new kinds of happiness, its for your own good that you knew all abt him, even girls have done the same thing its nature just think positive and be strong dont be a fool to think abt hurting yourself or suicide cos that stupidity.
Be happy girl
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